Darjat seorang W.A.N.I.T.A

Seorang anak laki-laki

kecil bertanya kepada ibunya "Mengapa
ibu menangis?"

"Kerana aku seorang
wanita", kata sang ibu kepadanya.

"Aku tidak mengerti",
kata anak itu.

Ibunya hanya memeluknya
dan berkata, "Dan kau tak akan pernah
mengerti"

Kemudian anak laki-laki
itu bertanya kepada ayahnya, "Mengapa
ibu suka menangis tanpa alasan?"

"Semua wanita menangis
tanpa alasan", hanya itu yang dapat
dikatakan oleh ayahnya.

Anak laki-laki kecil itu
pun lalu tumbuh menjadi seorang
laki-laki dewasa, tetap ingin tahu
mengapa wanita menangis.

Akhirnya ia menghubungi
Tuhan, dan ia bertanya, "Tuhan, mengapa
wanita begitu mudah menangis?"

Allah berfirman:

"Ketika Aku menciptakan
seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk
menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku
membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk
menopang dunia; namun, harus cukup
lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan "

"Aku memberikannya
kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu
melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan
yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya "

"Aku memberinya
kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar
ketika orang-orang lain menyerah, dan
mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan
dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh "

"Aku memberinya kepekaan
untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam
setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya
bersikap sangat menyakiti hatinya "

"Aku memberinya kekuatan
untuk mendukung suaminya dalam
kegagalannya dan melengkapi dengan
tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi
hatinya "

"Aku memberinya
kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahwa
seorang suami yang baik takkan pernah
menyakiti isterinya, tetapi kadang
menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan
hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya
tanpa ragu"

"Dan akhirnya, Aku
memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan dan
ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk
digunakan bilapun ia perlukan."

"Kau tahu kecantikan
seorang wanita bukanlah dari pakaian
yang dikenakannya, susuk yang ia
tampilkan, atau bagaimana ia menyisir
rambutnya."

"Kecantikan seorang
wanita harus dilihat dari matanya,
kerana itulah pintu hatinya.. Tempat
dimana cinta itu ada."

Kirimkan ini kepada
setiap wanita yang anda kenal hari ini
untuk memperingati Wanita. Jika Anda
lakukan, sesuatu yang baik akan terjadi.
Anda akan menambah harga diri wanita!

Kirimkan msg ini juga
kepada kaum lelaki, supaya mereka sedar
dan ingat akan kecantikan wanita mereka
yang azali.. bukan pada kecantikan
luaran semata-mata. Selamilah hati
wanita mu.. dan ingat lah...
Setiap Wanita itu Cantik.

TRUE FACT!!!=exam+stress are siblings!!!!

why am i putting this stupid pixx???hurm,,nothing actually..just to let out my stress feeling towards exam..tomorrow,,i gonna face physic exam,,but what do i know about physics???NOTHING,,i mean ZERO!!!...it's not completely my fault actually,,but i think my teacher is too boring to concentrate to him..

Quite mean right???but,,that's the truth..it is a compulsory for me and my bff to sleep when he is teaching..i'm not so sure but i think his voice has a kinda spell that can make everyone sleep..just kidding!!!

eventhough deep inside my heart i really respect him for still be patient with our crazy attitudes,,but i still can't force myself to love physics as much as i crazily love chemistry...If i am given a choice between chemistry and physics,,certainly i would point to chemistry!!!...CHEMISTRY IS THE BEST DAMN SUBJECT I'VE EVER LEARNT!!!...

enough with my reveals about how much i hate physics,,...i have to pen off now..ha99.[i know it's not quite accurate to say 'pen off' as i'm using a keyboard now]..k...bye2 and until we meet again and that is only if i had any idea to write anything....

damn!!!!my dearest phone!!!out of trace...

naper ak letak gamba niey???hurm..bknnye ade mksd trsirat ke,,udang dalam megi ke...yg sebenar-benarnye,,nmpk x objek kiut wrna merah dlm pixx niey??that's my phone!!!n phone ak yg kiut 2 dah HILANG!!!Hilang ,jika drujuk dlm kamus dewan,,,mknenye,,x de lps dcari...n x sprti objek2222 kpnyaanku yg prnh hlg sblum niey,,kali niey ak ade daya usaha dan keinginan yg membuak-buak untk jejak kasih hensetku i2..

tp,,ape ksdhnnye..hurmm...gniey la ak cter prmulaannye..pd malam harinye,,ak brgrau ngan kwn2 ak,,yg biar ak cas henset atas katil je la,,sbb plag kat blik gsok da penuh..n keesokn arinye lps blik skul,,dgn excitednye ak bukak loker nak tgk fon..mne la tau ade msj sst ke ape..tp hati ak hmpa srbu kali hmpa,,hnset ku mampus keras...

then,,tgk la kat blik iron,,fuhh,,lega..bnyk ag plag ksong..ak pown dgn sdp ati nye cas henset n tnggl kat c2 tnpa mmikrkn bruk baiknye...haisy...nk djdikn cter,,lps prep ak pown naik dorm..n nak tau x?????HENSET XDE!!!ILANG!!!TNGGL NGECAS JEW...WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
........

ak pown mnngis la semahunye,,sape x sdih,,hnset ksyngn hlg....n bila kwn ak tau sal niey,,diorg pown dgn pnuh prihatin tlg ak wat spotcheck kat dorm mok su..mok su=org bisu,,pndidikn khas..tp nak tau ape yg ak dpt??ak yg tgh frust menonggeng mase 2 dijerkah semahu-mahunye oleh warden yg blum smpai sthun jgung ag kat asrma niey...atiey ak msih boleh brsbr,,ak pjuk atiey ak yg gndh gulana niey..dah la warden[sorry 2 say,,but i think she is damn stupid] yg prsn bgus niey sbuk duk mmbela mok su2 i2..

dan,,sprti yg dktahui umum,,ak bknnye gila nak syak mok su 2 tnpa sbb..
sbb2 nye ialah:
1]diorg mmg prnh ade sjrh yg cmrlg dlm bab2 mncuri niey..
2]diorg juge mmg slalu gatal telapak tgn dlm bab mnjdkn hnset yg dicas d blik iron sbgai hak milik=mknenye mncrboh hak peribadi fon..

,,wlaupun ak ni brdbr thp cipan bila pikir tndkn asrma,,bebelan abah n mcm2 bnda r brputar kat kpla ak mase prep mlm 2...ttp,,mujur la ketua wardenku yg baik atiey niey,,x mrh pown psl ak bwk fon,,mmg contra la kalau nk dbndngkn dgn warden yg prsn bgus 2...die dgn pnuh rase tnggungjwb mmberi hak pnuh kpd kitorang untk geledah dorm mok su dan juga normal..

n lps pncarian ktorg x mmbawa ape2 hsil yg mmbrasngkn pown,,n thap bengang+sedih ak pown dah sampai thp maksimumnye,,,ak pown swuh sep2 mok su 2 junjung qur'an...ak tau mngkn tndkn ni dianggp brlbihn tp mmg ak dah buntu sgt99999...haisy,,n mase 2 la dgn tibe2nye,,lntai dorm diorg naik n prstiwa ni kalu guna logik akal pown teramatlah plik,,kan???..cam ade yg x kena je...n lps 2 jgk la dgn x semenanye ade sorg mok su niey,,meraung[mok su,,diorg x de pndgrn,,n diorg same skali x tau yg raungan 2 dah lbih dari bnyi singa yg dkcau tdurnye]..ya allah,,lg la brtmbh bengang atiey ak niey...

walauapepun samivellu kate,,,mmg fon ak dah hilang terus,lesap,,x djmpai atau ape2 aje la..gundahnye hatiku niey..dah la ak yg pnkut niey blum ade kbranian nak gtau abh ak..aduuuuuu...mslh2..n klau nk tmbh perisa mslh ak niey,,henset 2 ialah hdiah rsult 8a pmr...

sungguh,,ak mmg blur yg amat skang niey,,hnye tnggl tawakal je kat allah,,hrp2 la sgt org yg curi fon ak 2 trbukak atiey n plgkn henset ak...n sape2 yg tmpg sekaki bace blog ak niey,,same2 doa ek smoga ak jmpe blik henset ak niey..aminnnn,,..................

happy mother's day to ????

'HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY',,a magical words that i really want to utter but to whom?..ya allah,,please give me strength to face this lost..I really miss my ma,,and only allah knows how i wish to hug and kiss her,,and to tell her she is the greatest mother in this world..

i really envy my friends that is now busy preparing to celebrate mother's day with their family..i still remember that once i saved my daily money 4 weeks until i got to save rm10..it was kinda large sum of money for kids at my age..then i asked my brother,,abe g to drop me at a batik shop at my village..i bought a pink batik shirt for my dearest ma and the smile that she gave to me when she received my gift was enough to make me feel satisfied...

happy mother's day ma,,,'awin syg sgt ko ma,,tiap2 mlm awin mmpi ko ma,,ma mai pluk awin,,tp sblm awin smpt pluk ma,ma skmo g..I love you,,not only for today but forever..no one could replace you in my heart b'coz your name is locked there..when i'm in sorrow,,no one could make me smile as you did..

single or double???

Taylor swift says''two is better than one''
well,I say'' being single is the best damn thing ever happen to me..''
why????
b'coz i will always there when i need myself..anonymous

I'm quite sure that you must be wondering what am i babbling about..
actually i don't know why n 4 what reason i'm posting this crappy things,,but believe me,,i'm too tired to think about it..

i'm just feeling too lonely and i kinda feels that i have no shoulders to cry on,,and no one to hold when i fall..huh,,have you ever feels that?...this feeling is too painful to describe using any words in this world..

...L.O.V.E...
I never knew what this word means,,perhaps too early 4 me to experience it but still i'm anxious to know about it..

have i ever been in love?...hurmm..i don't know whether this should be called 1st love but i'm kinda sure that i feel happy being in this situation..but sadly,,it never last long..so,,now i'm just waiting..waiting n waiting for someone that is meant for me..hoping that it will be just like fairytale stories-HAPPILY EVER AFTER-..

sometime,,after we lose something,,,then only we know how to appreciate it..

appreciate ur mother when she is still beside u..

That evening,i had an instinct that somtehing bad is going 2 happen..it is raining so heavily..i was staying at hostel at that time…i juz ignore my bad feeling and did my daily routine…when i was in musalla to perform maghrib prayer,my friend told me that ‘abe g’[my brother] wanted to see me and he said that it’s an urgent matter…

Instantly,i thought about my sick mother..no…i was calming myself that my mother would be fine…my tears flowed swiftly when i saw that my brother was crying..i know that sumthing had happen to my dear mother..and my instinct was right..my one n only mother had leave me 4ever…i can’t control myself…i just cried and cried..why???i ask myself…i still need her at my side…but i knew that Allah luv her more than me..

i went back to my home n saw may people were there..then my eyes caught the view of my ‘ma’s body…i hugged her and cried..i still can’t accept the fate..i did not sleep at all on that night..i juz wanted to spend my last time with my mother..then,when sunshine had showed itself,my heart still gloom…but,i really feel satisfied that i got chance to hold my ma’s body and bathed her 4 the last time…her body was so cold…my heart scream,’ma bgn la ma..jgn tnggl awin sore’..but i knew that my mother can’t hear me.

.the saddest moment was when i was asked to kiss my mother ..i knew that this is the last chance i had to kiss her,so i just hugged and kissed her cold cheek..when the villagers started to bury her body,i was devastated..i really regret that i didn’t spend much time with her..now that i knew that i had to stand on my own feet wihout relying to my mother anymore…i will have to face my sadness by myself and cry alone without my mother calming me anymore…my life felt empty and i nearly lost my hope to continue my life..but i was lucky that i still have abah,kak nur,kak ti,abe de,abe ein,abe pit,ab g n abe asyo..these human were the one who gave me reason to continue my life as usual..

The reason i'm digging up my memories is b'coz i had a dream last night about my dearest mother..and i just want anyone who read my blog realise how lucky you are to still have a mother at your side..and for those who had the same fate as me,,life must go on..

hate that stupid girl!!

oh dear,,,how can i describe my hatred feelings to a stupid,,fugly girl staying at my house...
it's not just she has replaced my place as the youngest member in our family,,,but she had done so many things(enough to make me hate her 101 %)...

as everyone knows,,i'm not an insane person who feels angry without any reason..and of course this reason is enough to make me explode now..SHE WORE MY FAVOURITE,,EXPENSIVE SHIRT!!!!..shit!!and without any guillt just showing up that she's wearing my t's proudly..if i could,,i would slap her until she lose all her fugly teeths...but unfortunately,,i couldn't..oh,,how i'm so hopeless..