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Thursday, July 29, 2010

WhAt aN ExPeRiEnCe,,,



Peristiwa terbaek yg pernah trjd dlm idop aku!!!seronok sgt2 thp cipan,,dgn 'saeng2' hok gilo2 n sporting abess,,prut knyg,,hati pown sng,,

oppppss,,,sori sbb x cter dlu prstiwa ape niey,,excted sgt kot smpai trlupe..4 ur information,,ni ialah bbq suprise buat ckgu ksyngn,,Cikgu Zaidin..n die mati2 prcaye yg ade pgwai ppd nak jumpe kat perdana resort,,haha...Kirenye menjadi jgk la 'Wakenabeb' versi kitorang..

then lps 2 kitorang mkn2 n then tiba2 hujan trun lbt sgt..then abah aku pown tepon,,kate dah smpai..pah2 idin pown offer la teman ak smpai ke keter,,so,,ade la mcm dlm cter hndstn 2,,redah hujan same2,,,haha,,
p/s; x brmksud ape2 k...

Akhir skali,,thanks ye semua,,I syg u all sgt2,,u're the best buds i've ever had..thanks sbb menceriakn kmbali hdup aku yang suram,,..

Thursday, July 1, 2010

~EmO TyMe Is BaCk,,,,sobs3....

Last night,,,i had a dream...a terrifying dream,,about my dearest mother...it's not very clear,,but one thing for sure,,i saw my own mother was shooted in front of my very own eyes in that dreams...instantly i rushed her to the hospital,,,but i before i make it to go to the hospital,,,my mother died on my lap,,,

i cried and cried,,until i finally woke up from this horible dreams...i know i'm so stupid to believe in this crappy matters,,,but this totally had turn my life upside down for the 2nd time...after i had this dream,,then only i realise how much i really,,really miss my mother....ma,,i miss u,,,so much,,,i miss the time wheni was teased with my elder brothers,,and u will always hug me and tell 'xpo,,ma ado niey,,jge tiok...''...

i miss u,,,so much that i can';t describe it with words....after i woke up,,i can't stop crying..then i called all my siblings,,but none of them answers my call...my mind start thinking that no one loves and cares me anymore...i hate to be so weak like this,,,but i really need to let out my sadness on somebody's shoulders now,....

Ma,,,
I loves u so much,,
that no words can decribe,,
u're a truly special person,,
one of a kind in this world,,,

U're heart,,as white as pearl,,
u will always be there for others,,,
u're spirit,,really makes me proud,,,
to say that;s my mom!,,,

eventhough i'm 16 now,,,
i want u to know,,
that i will always be ur little baby,,
that is born from a really painful surgery,,,
on 25 nov 1994,,,

and i will always pray,,,
that simetimes,,perhaps in other world,,
i will still got the chance to meet you again,,
and to really2 appreciate you...

About Me

~I'm just a tiny,not fancy looking girls but has many dreams to achieve... ~believe in the saying "there is no such thing as limit,..they don't exist,,"